Friday, September 23, 2005
11:00 PM
i feel like crying now....

i ask my parents whether can go funfair liao, then u guys say dun want to go. before that u guys say can go. wat is this lorh. u want to waste ur time, can. but dun waste my time can? some people must pester for answer so long, then the answer is: " i not sure leh..." not sure then say not sure lah! so infuriating lorh. aargh.

then u! i lost my trust in u liao lah. cannot be trusted, cannot even count on u lorh. everytime got activites, at first ur ans is can, then not sure, then cannot. cannnot then say cannot lah! waste my time. get my hope so high up then let me down. im so dissappointed in u. i dun care wat u think of me. im just saying u let me down too many times liao. like wat ms yeo said, i can give u so many chances, when then u will find ur conscience? i dao u not my problem, u go reflect u own actions.

i found out when i was 3 that the world was unfair. little did i noe that the world was SO UNFAIR. people just think of themselves larh. nvr think bout others feelings. and some people even PLAY with others feelings. wat is this lorh. attitude problem. or got heart problem. i dunno. u go find out urself.

and our class is so ununited can? i mean, u dun like that person dun have to be so sarcastic right? some people just dun have liang2 xin1 lorh. talk behind people's back. if u so pro go and tok in front of that person lah! dun come and find me and complain to me, dun even tok about it in front of me.

and u. i tot u very nice hor. but today when i saw u point at her and say those sarcastic words u really broke my heart. wat's more, the matter is within our class, u go and tok in front of other classes. wat is this? i tok behind ur back want? wat is the matter with u people? xin1 bei4 gou3 yao3 qu4 le4 arh.

sometimes i just dunno whether to raise all these to the comm meeting or not lorh. its not the first time leh. its so many times. and its not just one person, its like so many of u can? and u guys are affecting other people larh. make jokes out of her, dun have to spread one right? u dun even have to make jokes out of her lorh. i think a class from a neighbourhood school has more class unity then our class larh. our class is pathetic.

someone pls tell me if i should raise this out to the comm meeting. im so confused. i raise it out, then i feel that i would wei3 qu1 the victim, and u will also get malued. but if i dun raise it out, then its like im keeping my eyes close and choosing not to see this, which is wrong lah, and that girl will be looked down lah. aargh.

o

my

gawd.

seriously. wat is wrong with our class and u people?!?!?!

god pls ans me.

*sobs*

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